a kid

i feel so useless . . .
i feel so sad. . .
i feel so hopeless. . .
i am begaining to cry now . . .
what am i doing on earth ?
what are there for me ?
nothing.
so?
get lost!

if i am lost,
let me be lost

i can't bring my feet up again.
or was my feet ever so high up?

i shall no longer hide it.
i can't hold on much longer.

i am stuggling just like how i was struggling for life when i was young, almost drowned in a pool.

I wish to breakaway.
I create nothing but trouble.
I am stupid.


There's a start to eveything and there's an end to everything too.
And there are things that are yet to be start, ends.



Relucantly



Tears dropped.


End