I used to have a dream.
My dream is I am a special kid and that one day, I can make a difference in one's life for the better.
Today, I read some of the comments from my faciliators in my school stating why I am group in a certain group which I dislike them. The main reason commented by them was that they felt that I am capable enough to help those team members of mine, whether their character is bad or their studies isn't good. After reading it I was like so amazed by it by that I am capable of.
I reflected those comments from my faciliators on my way to do my BTT (Basic theory test) and that I felt that God spoke to me thru the sunset. That he make me suffer through tough times and enjoy good times so that I am able to share and learn from these expereiences to help others change for the better. In the past, I used to complain so much to God, WHY?! are you always making me to suffer. The worse and recent one was at the begainning of this year and that I was glad that he answer my problems thru the retreat which i didn't expect to learn anything from!
I also reflected again over my decision to study my current course. The main reason that made me choose this course was also helping people and that one day I can make a trip to 3rd world countries to help them and make their life for the better. Although the focus on this is more on health but I learnt that it's not only that but I can touch and reach out to their hearts in other ways too.
So the experiences I have faced whether was it bad or good. God planned it with a purpose and that it's not only to make me stonger. But influence the people around me for the better too and there are lots and lots of ways to do that. =)
