Christmas. What it means to you?

Recently, I went up front during church service to request for a prayer. That day, the pastor was sharing about christmas as in how and why we could make this year a different christmas compared to the previous times.

Just 2 days ago on Friday night, I dreamt my Uncle. He's my dad's 2nd elder brother. I dreamt that I saw him and the moment I saw him, I was crying like how I used to as a kid whereby i was nicknamed ''cry baby''. haha.

I spent the next day, figuring out what did I dream about the night before as I felt that I had a heavy dream but couldn't remember what is it. I spent the day figuring what was it. Bit by bit, I was able to recall and before the end of the year I realised how much I missed him. Indeed I do. I have not seen him for ages.

I started to think of my childhood days how I spent on my Saturdays. My dad will bring me and my mom to visit my late grandma in JB which is in my 2nd uncle's place. Occasionally in the noon my uncle will be me out around JB to play. Fond memories are stored in my mind, and they will be there forever.

On Sunday service, I felt something was weird or something like that, it's like in my heart I felt that there's something that I should do. The service begain with worship and from there my heart for my Uncle and relatives came to me strongly. I miss them. I truely do. :)

The whole service was like a reminder for me as a christian that I should do something which is spread the good news! From the worship songs to the sermon, all of it were directed strongly to me, so when there's the altar call, I was really hesitant to decide if I should go upfront and request for a prayer. I am one of those who will think what others will think of me if I do that. It really did pulled me back a lot, hesitating me whether should I walk down.

In the end, I really when it was really really close to the last part where the Pastor said something like, this is what we can only do, bringing them to church and letting them know more about Christ. Our job is not to make them chrisitan. As I walked forward, I started crying like how I cried in my dream.

I am still praying for something to happen... :)

To all may you spend a wonderful christmas season! :D

national day? nah!

I know Singapore's National Day is tomorrow but I am not talking but it! At least for now.

I am going to post about my DAD!

Recently I had this funny conversation with my dad over my pocket $$ and ang bows.
He complained why in recent years I don't let him keep my ang bows like when I was a small kid. (OF COURSE HE KNOW WHY!) Then I replied back, " eh, next time I don't have to take care of you since I have given you part of my money already and that instead of following the trend which is when kids grow old and get a job take care of your parents but I will be the opposite which is i have taken care of you when young."

Haha, that was just a joking remark, please readers don't let it happen! Our parents have done so much for us even before we are born. Appreciate them, love them and take care of them like how or even better than the time when they take care of you when the time comes. It's our responsibility and not just that but part of our life that we should do. :)

Last saturday when I was on the roads of M'sia. I witnessed 2 motorbike accidents. For the first one it was the horrible of the 2. My dad was beside me when it happened. To my suprised, I was totally amazed to see how my dad react to it. It's a reaction that I have never seen before from my dad. It tells me why sometimes I can be so emotional at times. Because my dad is one too! That solved my doubt on how come I am one sometimes!

Anyway for both accidents, there wasn't any major injuries that has happened. Thank God.

Regards,
Eugene

I have a dream.

I used to have a dream.
My dream is I am a special kid and that one day, I can make a difference in one's life for the better.

Today, I read some of the comments from my faciliators in my school stating why I am group in a certain group which I dislike them. The main reason commented by them was that they felt that I am capable enough to help those team members of mine, whether their character is bad or their studies isn't good. After reading it I was like so amazed by it by that I am capable of.

I reflected those comments from my faciliators on my way to do my BTT (Basic theory test) and that I felt that God spoke to me thru the sunset. That he make me suffer through tough times and enjoy good times so that I am able to share and learn from these expereiences to help others change for the better. In the past, I used to complain so much to God, WHY?! are you always making me to suffer. The worse and recent one was at the begainning of this year and that I was glad that he answer my problems thru the retreat which i didn't expect to learn anything from!

I also reflected again over my decision to study my current course. The main reason that made me choose this course was also helping people and that one day I can make a trip to 3rd world countries to help them and make their life for the better. Although the focus on this is more on health but I learnt that it's not only that but I can touch and reach out to their hearts in other ways too.

So the experiences I have faced whether was it bad or good. God planned it with a purpose and that it's not only to make me stonger. But influence the people around me for the better too and there are lots and lots of ways to do that. =)

Tired but feeling happy.

o.O i didn't know Suyi tagged into my blog. . .

Life in school is pretty tiring and boring.
But the holidays are coming.

I am actually quite glad that my spritual walk with God is doing well. The church retreat was great. God answered all my doubts thru the retreat. Each time when the sermon speaks, I kept on thinking if it's reflecting on me? Making me feel kind of guilty.

In short, the church retreat make me realise the presence and the power of God and that he's plans are seriously good. I am going to share more when i reach home, blogging from school now. . . The faciliator is looking at me now. . . .

Run away!

Back

It's been a long time since I have last updated my blog.
I wonder if my readers have ran away.
RP life is so busy, stressful and tiring.
PBL = Problem based learning, is beneficial but it's killing me haha
But, i think i am doing well so far. 1st in class (hehe)
Must improve my standard to even higher level.

Lots of things happened recently.
I received more sadness than happiness.

I am finally 18.
A legal age to apply for driving license in Singapore.
My love for driving and cars were there since birth.

I am in the midst of my break,
need to recharge myself and gain stamina,
RP life is too tiring and stressful.

Going to blog again soon.


I wish to be closer ...........

impossible is 0

the videos from adidas.com.sg touched my heart. It changed me to fight on back.


Impossible is nothing.